I fell in love at the zoo the weekend before radiation treatment

by Alex Stolis


I saw the sign and smiled, 
you started singing 
the Simon and Garfunkel song. 

Tapping time on the steering wheel 
Laughing as you forgot some words, 
a high school favorite you said. 

My side effects had reached their peak 
lethargy, irritation, feeling a phantom 
full bladder; sleep deprived 

not enough sex, 
the mind being willing 
the meds stronger. 

It was the wrong day to go, 
Saturday afternoon 
full of kids and families; 

Daddy, I want that ice cream! 
Daddy, I want to see the monkeys! 
Mommy, pleasepleasepleaseplease buy me that stuffed animal! 

You had that look of the cat that swallowed 
a rainbow lorikeet. 
I was sweating, a pulsing furnace of heat. 

You tilted your head, tugged at my hand, pouting lips; 
Daddy, I want that ice cream! 
Daddy, I want to see the monkeys! 
Mommy, pleasepleasepleaseplease buy me that stuffed animal! 

You took me to the gift shop to look 
for my spirit animal, gave up when none 
spoke to you, 

wrapped me in your arms, stood 
on tiptoes, and kissed me; an ordinary 
miracle to set me free. 


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